Reflections

Radhe radhe radhe bolo, radhe govinda bolo!

This is a sanskrit chant that talks about celebrating change, accepting that it will be awkward, and that something divine will result when the change is manifested. Life is busy especially now that it is the end of the school year for both boys and we head into summertime.

Nate had his camper orientation this weekend for a new day camp he's attending this summer. The pool has opened and while Nate still isn't ready to cannon ball off the high dive, he certainly has a new comfort level with swimming.   He and his friend visited their school where he will attend Kindergarten next year, and he got to see a Japanese anime movie with the big kids at a school event in the school's gym. Nate's soccer tournament is also this week.  His last tennis lesson is this week.  We're all kinds of excited for Nate's pre-K graduation this week. I never really thought I would be one of those people to put much stock into a preschool graduation.  Nate is ready for next year. He still holds my hand when we are in a busy parking lot. He allows me to be affectionate most of the time.  He's growing up fast, but he still lets me be mom.  But I am actually nervous that I may cry at the PK graduation.  I'm turning out to be lame.

Seriously though, I reflect back on how many things will and are changing for LJ too.  Megan, his PT, brought over two new posterior gait trainers for Noodle to try (see Vimeo below, please excuse my awful singing voice. You may want to mute it). Earlier last week he specifically requested Daddy to feed him- a much needed reprieve for Mama. It will also be LJ's last day at this preschool, the one Nate has gone to all along and the one most of LJ's classmates will still be attending next year. It's bittersweet.  As of September 1st, we will sadly say goodbye to many of the therapists we've had through early intervention since the week we got home from the NICU.  We will be going to a new school, making new friends, acclimating to new therapists and learning new things to help him achieve his milestones.  We have follow up appointments with LJ's Physiatrist, Ophthalmologist, Neurologist  & Pulmonologist as well.  His weight check and follow up with the Gastroenterologist is June 24th!  It would be nice if I could remember this "Radhe" chant when I forget to stop and enjoy the changes! I'd settle for things just to slow down for a little bit.

Encore Performance As Compared to August 2010 Show from Jenn S on Vimeo.